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In life, your heart will be broken many times.
With each heartbreak, a new part of you is discovered.

You see the beauty in being wounded so you can walk the journey to healing those wounds.

That is when you find your inner strength. Resilience is given a new light. You are given a new you, mixed in with the old.

You will never be the same, but you don't want to be the same.

For change is experiencing and you can not grow if you do not experience.

Therefore, your soul can only blossom by feeling.....Numbness....is but a shadow blocking the sunlight from shining down on you. ~Mae~

 






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My name: Mae, Meg, Megan... among other things. My age: I'm 24 and a half years old as of August 27th, 2004. Hey, I have to celebrate making it through half a year, too!!! :o) My height: I'm around 5"10-5"11 and as for my weight? I'm not skinny, but am working on getting in shape... successfully so.

My ethnical background: *Irish, *Black Irish [Irish, Portuguese&Hispanic mixture], *Austrian, *English, *Italian [Didja know London was of Roman origin?], *Dutch, *Scottish, *Native American, *French Indian [that'd be French&Native American], *Plain old French, *Swiss, and possibly some other things as well [such as African, Anglo-Indian, Turkish...]~ Mutts are the best! ;o) Just kidding. Geesh. ;o)

I am fond of: Helping people find peace within!!!! Manners. Burping contests. Nerds. Animals of all sorts. [I'm "gifted" with animals, a healer of sorts ;o) I LOVE my dog -smart&sassy german shepard/rottweiler mix&my cat -beautiful but whiny tabby with exotic markings- They're my girls! :o) I LOVE IT when people get their animals fixed out of respect for EXISTING life [BE RESPONSIBLE! SO many animals are homeless as is...]. Dreamers. Logic. Peace. Silence. Laughter. Birthdays. Half birthdays. A baby crying [it reminds me of the circle of life... I heard a baby crying down the hall from my grandma's room when she was taking her last few breaths...]. Happy thoughts. Exercising. Relaxation. Meditation. Pampering myself [everyone should pamper themselves...]. Candles. Architecture. Feng Shui. Drawing houseplans. Dreaming up remodeling ideas!!!!! Art. Painting. My mom. [she's also my best friend] Flowers. Thunderstorms. Starlit nights. Astrology. Numbers. Travel. Winter. Snowflakes|Snowstorms|Icestorms. [I'm a serious winter baby!] Alone time. Smiles. Love. Romance. Gentlemanly fellows who don't smoke nor abuse their body in any other form. Children. God. Life. Learning. Spirituality. Multiculturalism. Geneaology. Theology. Psychology. Parapsychology. Sylvia Brown. Louise L Hay. Random thoughts. Imagination. Music. Movies. Singing. Writing. Journals. Journaling, of course. Poetry. Nature|Outdoors. A great sense of humor. Apologies. Meaningful words and actions. My oh so beautiful cell phone. Digital cable. Technology of all sorts. Nightlights. Compassionate people. Gentlemanly fellows. Professional massages. Alternative medicine. Health. Reading. Healing others as I heal myself. [You may not even know I'm doing it... ;o) God has gifts for everyone...] Butterflies. Dragonflies. The Native American culture. Native American Magic&Medicine. Good deeds. Beauty [it really is skin deep in people...]. Intuition. Clarity. Colors. Decor. Furniture. Cooking. Losing myself on occasion. Sleep. Positive emotions. Optimism. Hockey. Basketball. PS2. Cartoons. Symbology. History. Humble people. Pilates. Working out. Bettering my health [self-esteem included, of course!!!!!]

What I DON'T like: Racism. Sexism. Prejudice in any form, really. Bad hygiene. Smokers [it's SOOOO disrespectful to smoke cos it's BAD for your body&bad for the environment also.. and when you smoke around OTHERS... it effects them negatively, also!!!!!! ESPECIALLY when you blow the smoke toward them!!! HELLO! WAKE UP & KICK THE BUTT FOR GOOD!] Emphysema, of course [I've had relatives who have had it, AND have it currently. THANKS TO SMOKING THEY DIE A SLOW PAINFUL DEATH! How nice, huh? Must be great to smoke all that stress away only to face it later on in life... and heck you can get your loved ones sick with your smoking. You must REALLY love them if you smoke around them.] Poor health/being ill. Being broke. Death. Bad acting. Loud commercials. MOST rap music. MOST rock music. [I can't take the angry music listener syndrome] DRUGS. ALCOHOL. Careless people. Bad energy. Negative emotions. Selfishness. Abuse. Violence. Animal cruelty. Mean people. Mean kids. The idiot we currently call our president who happens to be responsible for the poor economy we have right now considering he gives tax breaks to people who move their factories and what not overseas, causing MANY of the people who live in our country to lose their jobs. Not being able to hear as well as I'd like to [caused by a birth defect, mostly] Being blind in one eye. Greed. Poop. People who are intimidated by my presence and think I'm a snob because of how shy I am. LOUD NOISES!!! Sirens. My dad MOST times. -talk about a negative person!!!!- Pocket change. Asparagus. Tomatoes [allergic]. Having an ugly kitchen that I just don't want to look at another day. :o) BUT YES I AM THANKFUL I HAVE A ROOF OVER MY HEAD&FOOD IN THE FRIDGE&A KITCHEN TO AT LEAST COOK IN... just can't stand bent down shelves, warped cupboards, etc!!!! Whew. Oh yes, and I absolutely despise cussing, partying, immaturity, bossy people, and... being put down. Umm... I also dislike not being understood!!!!!!! It's better that at least ONE person USUALLY does understand me though. Thank God for moms. :oP

Updated On
11/24/04